I'm entering my semi-slack phase. it's either I'lll go forward to just slack or go backwards and get off my butt.
oh, and I cut my hair...again. Total hair-cut count: 6

Dewi-sightings again! at Trendkiller Gig.

Damn! I need to get started I need to. *sings* "Moving On, Moving on from time to time....." so stone. AzrAel kicks ass. Ryan Giggs band was solid. Unholy Land man!!!! but still owe you b/d prata. wait till I got money. Talking about b/ds. Sorry Oly, had to give it a miss. Mess and broke. Tell you more next time.

Today was like super go here and there man. Wake up, Jammed with Stoked and the rest, was messy but okay lah. I think need 2 guitarist....Andrew was sick, got sore throat so not much singing. The songs we played were need-someone-to-sing songs. Then go swim, THEN go gig, suppose to Oly b.d. but....by the time...read upstairs.

I'm rubbishing again. FuAkk!

I wanted to say what I forgot to say....no. I mean, I forgot to say what I wanted to say, damn...thrid times a charm, I wanted to forget what I say. *FEUCK!* I forgot what I wanted to say.

"Hair Today, Gone Tomorrow" I've cut my hair 5 times since I've got back and I'm still cutting it., even though there's nothing left to cut. *Take it all off!!!* The whole month, my life has been revolving around my hiar, Yup, call me vain, please do. Hmmm...inDecent Exposure or L.F. Kat Production..........P.S. Here I come.

WTF!!! I keeping cutting my hair (with a little help from my friend) cos I'm too stingy to go to a barber. I cut it. keep it awhile. It pisses me off. I cut it again. After awhile it pisses me off again. Think I have to finally dig out the last of my "blood money" *literally* out and get some guy to run a scissors thru my head. Yuck!

What is it about parents and food? Always have to eat and eat and eat and eat and eat. I'm not hungry still must eat. Just finished breakfast, time to eat lunch. There is totally no logic with food and parents man. Because of that. I do not eat nowe. er...I think.

People! are motherfuckers. Yes they are. Why? Because they are.

Once I was outside a VCD shop looking at the video they were displaying. In order to let everyone a chance to see, I stood a little farther back from the TV. This guy..he just came right up and stuck his ass right in front of the TV. Asshole.

Another time, I was in the train. Only me. One guy. On the inside of the train door. Outside the train door, about ...lets say 7 people. When the door opened, they "felt so threatened by my pressence" that they had to rush right in, not even giving me the chance to get out. Me. One guy. So being the ass I am, I just stood there iun the middle and blocked all of them. Muahahaha....

This time, I was at a Surface to Air Missle site waiting to get a stamp. I was next, so in order to give the guy at the site some breathing room, privacy and personal space, I sttod a little farther back..again. This guy, just comes up to the space and sticks himself nicely in between me and the current user. Bastard. I got so pissed I when into teh post office to grab my stamp instead. All turns out well. I didn't have to be faced with a handful of useless stamps for change instead. (Didn't have coins and sites give you change in stamps. What am I gonna do with a 2 cent stamp?), got a free packet of tissue. (FREE!!!) and I caught the mailman in time. The guy? still trying to figure out how to pay his bills. Stupid ass. If you dun understand technology...dun try to act like you do. *sticks middle finger up behind the guy's back* Sucker!!!

Damn! Everytyhing is going alright, WRONG! Alright. Wrong! Alright. Wrong! Alright. Wrong! ...sigh. It's the balance of good and bad. Hmm..now should I go find a job in a corporate company and get wallowed (is there such a word? Now there is) in the job but get paid, or should I carry on (my wayward son, Don't you cry no more.) and do it my way (or the highway) and have no money at all. I'm seriously thinking of the latter but I know I can't do it on my own. If anyone wants to help me, you know, just shout, I'll be happy to have your help, of course provided it's help=-worthy. I'm damn fussy with talents and skills though I have none.

What a load of rubbish I've written. *sings. Feeling alright! Ba-boo-dum-dooo-doo*

It's been SO BLOODY LONG since I've used th e freaking Internet. Why? Cause I'm lazy and I didn't have teh time to get online. Haven't been to IRC to chat with my good old "plan-to-take-over-the-world" friends. Also, shit has been happening, but I'm like...keep it cool....it'll be alright if you know what you're doing. Mind fuck isn't mind fuck if you're not fucked. Whoo Hoo!!! I'm so damn broke too. I have less than $50 in my bank. I've finally got a job doing some traffic count thing thanks U from tomorrow till Sunday. It's mindless but money's coming in, for now. I dunno what to do. I think I'm gonna just get this temp job over first then see how. That reminds me, I have to buy bread to make sandwiches with the less than $50 in my bank 'cos I'm too broke to afford food during work. What am I gonna do after that? I dunno. Go bug every company there is with my C.V.? Hmm...anyway skating has been fun. I could do most of my old tricks again. Not much though...and STILL cannot land. Aiyo. expensive lah. No money liao. Will be back when I can. Hoo Haa!!!

I had the shits today. Stomach flu. Everything I ate or drank came out. I drank water, I shat water. Sucks man. And I was skating today to, and the weather. So I'm like dehydrated and thirsty and I needed a drink, so I bought Yakult to drink instead cos I membered the advertisments saying something about....k i dun member but it showed Yakult flying into the stomach and killiong all the bad guys. So I drank 2 bottles of Yakult...waited for a reaction, and I got the shits. So I ran to Marine Parade Library to shit. Nice place, and then it hit me, since I'm gonna blow my ass, I might as well grab a drink to wet my tongue. The plan was to grab a drink, glup in down fast and let loose the chunck fly. I had 10 cents short of 80 cents to get a can drink so I had to settle for a packet lychee drink. After swallowing the pack and spitting in out, I when to sit on the can...No Shit. Damn! All it took was a lychee drink to stop my stomach flu. Anyway the shits came back later. Shitty man.

All of a sudden, I got the shits. In the middle of the night. What did I eat??!!!

I just added the floobe chatterbox thingy. I think it's better than tag-board and more useful than the comments thing though I dun even know why I do it for. No one ever writes me, 'cept the few....It's gonna take sometime to be able to put it where I want it to be but I think it's just gonna come down in the end. *sticks middle finger to computer screen*

Why do I feel so sad all of a sudden? I feel like I'm stuck in a hole. I wanna help someone but I can't. I;m in no position to do so...at this stage. I dun understand. Why do I feel so much for this person. Not lovey lovey kinda feel but really feel. Sort of a despair and emo kinda feel. you know. FEEL! But I feel so hypocritical, that's why I've decided to stay away from relationships after I'm out of this one. Maybe it is an crush kinda feel I dunno, so I guess it's best to stay away till I sort myself out. But I still wanna help. I know..No, I KNOW I can make a difference.

My own silent prayer
God, you know I never liked to bug you or ask you for anything and try to sort myself out, but this time, I think I really need help getting out of this mess. I dun even know what it is but I guess you do. Peace man.

I finally did it. Afetr 5 long years, I've finally bought new strings for dear old bassobutch. Sigh. Feel so emo now. My bassobutch has new strings. Now just have to change them.

I dun believe it!!! I think I saw Numbness again. WAAAaaaahhhhhHHHH!!!!!!!

now I member. I think I had a Close Encounter with the Numb kind. I think I saw Dewi at Suntec last night. I'm not sure. I think only ah. But when we passed each other, I was like, is that her? and turned and looked and I think she turned and looked too, I can't be sure, I could be dreaming but that split second memory will forever be embedded in my mind. I wish it would have been longer but we were both with some one else and colors star flying and all the usual hoo-haa. Sigh. I hate relationshiops. Shh...Dun tell anyone. Well, if that WAS her, she looks taller in person than in photos. Go find work now!!!!

I forgot wat I wanted to post. FARK!!!

Yesterday, what a day. I decided my hair was pissing me off so I tied it up and got my brother who happened to be back from camp to cut the tied up bundle off. *ahh...it feels good to wash the back of my neck* Then me and Fish were messing around on the skateboard. We were skate-holding more than we were skateboarding. *laf* Not to mention the new ab exercise game we discovered my skateboarding on your back and your stomach. Super fun man. Then I got back, got my mom to chop off some more hair cos it was long in the front and sides but short behind. I think I'm gonna go chop more off.

Oh yah. I just found out why none of my pictures ever appear. 'Cos geocities are stingy and doesn't allow us to direct files OUTSIDE of geocities. Grrrr....

It never fails. Everytime I wanna skate, it rains. Last Monday, it rained. Today, it rained. It's a sign. If the next time I'm gonna go skate it rains, I'm quitting. Bitch. Now my socks are all wet and I feel damn farking uncomfortable. Even worst then when my underwear gets wet. I guess it's time to do some work then. I think I may have found a job. Just have to send in my resume (pronouced rare-c-ue-may not re-sume) in that's all.

*sings in tune of a Nirvana song I can't remember*

Need to find a job,
Need to find a job,
Need to find!!!

Gotta take a bath,
Gotta take a bath,
Take a bath!!!

It's been a long time since I've been here. But it's because I've been slacking all the time, reading Dragon Ball Z comics again. Last night's jam was great. 5 hours in the studio. Had to give up Urban Rock gig for it but I think it was worth it. I couldn't say for sure 'cos I dunno how was Urban Rock gig like, though it would have been better if I had new strings and practiced harder, but HAS been more than 6 months since our last jam.

Anyway, I dreamt of Vanessa last night, or rather, this morning. It was a marvelous, wonderful, great, bestest dream, but I had to be woken up by my dad. ARGH!!!!! SO now, after slacking enough, I've decided to look for a jopb, but I can't find my freaking C.V. It's somewhere on the net. I now I uploaded it to my Yahoo briefcase but I still can't find it. FarK!!! "points middle finger to the computer" I think I'm just gopnna end up playing games instead.